Cowboy killers

What do you do
When everything that's ever haunted you
Is in your head?
It's all in your head

What do you do
When that prozac you take
Is not enough to make all those
Awful thoughts go away?

You could go to your parents' home
And you could move back in
But then the kids from high school win

You could kill yourself
But you are scared to die
And besides, you'd never settle on a method of suicide

You say, don't touch me
Get your hand off my leg
You're making me sick
I want to go home

But your house
Is not a place you want to be
You say you do not love your family

Can we still hang out?
Can we drive around like we used to?
But this time, I promise
I will not try to kiss you