Mess of mine

Oh, I'm searching for the truth
And I'm reaching for a light
Open my eyes, I am broken
I've been hiding from myself
Too scared of what I'd find
Tell me, who can help me fix this mess of mine?

I've always played the game to win
Now I'm sitting here wondering
How did I get to this point on my knees
Looking skyward asking God
couldn't you have done anything?

I don't wanna live in bitterness
So God send me an angel
I need something miraculous
To pick me up where I fell

And Oh, I'm searching for the truth
And I'm reaching for a light
Open my eyes, I am broken
Oh, I've been hiding from myself
Too scared of what I'd find
Tell me, who can help me fix this mess of mine?

Tell me how long will it take
To stop reliving it in my head
Oh I wish it would end
Why do these memories plague my mind?
I'm haunted by it all the time
Will I ever escape?

And I don't wanna live for yesterday
So God send me an angel
To come and take this pain away
And pick me up where I fell

Take me away
From this mess I've made all my mistakes
I want to escape
Take me away