Burden in me

Flash of darkness, scent of heaven
Cold breeze, I shiver in the wind
Hypnotized - those eyes capture me
Please, don't lead me into this temptation

The lines were drawn, I crossed them all
Was made to climb too high of a wall
You say you can forgive me,
but I can't forgive myself

You can already bury me, 'cos
six feet under is where I flee
I wish you'd never made me care,
this burden's too much for me to bear
[to bear, to bear]

I CUT MYSELF AGAIN
TO SEE IF I STILL BLEED
MY FOCUS ON THE PAIN
DOES TAKE AWAY MY NEED

Life of darkness, pain of hell
I'm trapped in this sinful cell
Can't believe how I used to be
without morals, without soul

Flushed your trust in every way
I saw you suffer and decay
These wounds are way too deep to heal,
welcome this life a final seal

I CUT MYSELF AGAIN
TO SEE IF I STILL BLEED
MY FOCUS ON THE PAIN
DOES TAKE AWAY MY NEED