Never get still

I can prey now
My eyes shut down
And everyone
Is turning me down

I can face it
I won't get hurt
I'm on the way
Soon it'll be gone

(You know me!
Silence!
Fuck yourself!)

But I can feel that same old
Fear, comes and goes
I'm not having fun
Makes me feel so cold

Hey, you don't need to understand
There's no need to say you care
I won't let you stay, so long

I will lay down
And then withdraw
The blury thoughts
Climb and fall down

I never get still
Sometimes it gets hurt
I'm on the way
Soon it'll be gone