Rough mix

If this is meant to challenge me
Then I'll go all the way
Into the deep end
Where all the forces fade away

Provoke my every gut
Cause I wont get enough
Stop this nonsense
And bulletproof my every thought

You'll have your fingers crossed
And your eyes gone shut
This ride's gonna make you ill
But you'll love the lust

They say it's suicide
Go there and I'll die
But the will is getting stronger
For the reason I must find

More rush than a bull gone wild
More thrust than jet doing time
Here comes that feeling of falling
And we know it's time to dive

My heart has stopped
And my lips won't move
Now I'm there where the sun declines
It's own place in time

When it's all over
When it's all dead
We're gonna love
This world in my head

Now mix up the needle
And brake down my life
It's dark and divine
And I know that it's mine Mine

Say now here I am
And it ain't so cold
I'll make years go past
Without even growing old

I'll find my true beliefs
And the truth about time
Soon I'll see the light
Of which has torn mankind

When it's all over
When it's all dead
I'm gonna love
This world in my head

Now mix up the needle
And brake down my life
It's dark and divine
And I know that it's mine Mine

Wake up

No I'm not getting out
I like it in here
The light has got me
And I'm just getting near

Now I never sleep
And I love the heat
My veins are empty
And my heart cannot make a beat

When it's all over
When it's all dead
I'm gonna love
This world in my head

Now mix up the needle
And brake down my life
It's dark and divine
And I know that it's mine

Yeah it's death alright
I'm flat lined tight
That quest went wrong
And all the light just died

They say it's my own fault
I crashed my self somehow
But what is life
And can you tell if you're alive right now?