Never again

Sitting in a cold room
Sands of time dragging down
Slowly into oblivion
Question begs the answer

Curtains closing infront of my eyes
Hiding the truth of lies
I cannot reach through the wall of ignorance
The sound of breathing dies
And I close within my core

I murder my mind
I've done it a thousand times
But still I can't see
What is this in me

Pictures forming in my head
Silence dripping through
Movement echoing from the walls
Burning vision in my eyes

Light of darkness behind the mind
Failing still to breathe
This dying moment I want to bind
Before I'm going blind
Can I find the remedy?

I murder my mind
I've done it a thousand times
But still I can't see
What is this in me

Open my eyes
And realize
The human lie
And close my eyes
Never again