Remaining time of loneliness and despair

So many years have passed
Yet these scars still remain
All happiness I’ve ever known lost long ago
How I long for comfort, somewhere to belong
But all I’ve ever loved is dead, only I remain
Fate has whipped and wounded me
And taken away my legs
Is this our so great and merciful God?
Still, the malicious claw reaches for me again
When will this pursuit end and will I be free?

In this prison called Life
I am left to die
With no one by my side
Oh Mother, why?

Oppressed and pent up throughout
What is the purpose of this pain?

In this prison called Life
My heart is confined
In this Hell called Life
Where am I?

Someone tell me it’s okay
Give me a shoulder to rest upon
I am so tired and all alone
I am alone
Mama...