Words before denying

Why raised my anger i
Dedicated all this for them
Why raised my anger i escaped
Real life far too long

Pain before desire
Fucking faith before deny
Many times i was the one to blame
I sacrificed myself

When these days are over
I'll get my vengeance for betrayal
They will meet my anger
To feel this pain and inferno

When others forgive me
I waste my life for this agony
Those forgiving faces make me feel lost
Out of reality

Mirror has two sides i never
Wanted to see them both
Why is my face sad when i
Feel like i'm smiling

Words before denying
Fucking truth before lying
Many times the truth was same as lie
I didn't believe

Conceited smile on their face
Condemnation in front of my head

And nothing seemed clear to me
Nothing but the truth was demand