Money is not a thing

This won't be easy,
But I have to try.
I'll have to leave in dead winter
And come back in july.
I'll have to sing what I feel
Almost every night,
But if this does anything,
And it will, you'll see,
I'm gonna do everything
To put you next to me.

This is keeping me up so I decided
To just give in, call it a night.
I've run out of different ways to tell you
What I've tried a million other times.
I doubt that I could leave you
And I still doubt you'd even care,
But how could I lead my life
And always say truth,
But never dare?

I can feel the undertow.
Will it drown me? I don't know.
Don't you see it's you I need
Or will you leave me lost at sea?
You'll miss the salt and offshore breeze.
Oh. And, I forgot to mention, me.
I don't think that you should go.
I can't stand to be alone