Letter to myself

Let the wind carry
I'm so lost help me
I can't see what's in front of me
Have to say, you can't save me

I've watched you throw your life away
For the past nine months this charade
And I sat back never said a word
Now it's killing me inside
Watching everything you worked for flushing down the drain
Down let the pills you take today force a life in vane
Can't you see I'm running away

Let the wind carry
I'm so lost help me
I can't see what's in front of me
Have to say, you can't save me

Been down this road once before my friend
It almost led to my death
I remember when you put the gun against your head with a final breath
When this way didn't work I remember those tears you shed
Thanking God for a second chance, I vow not to waste again
Can't you see I'm running away

Let the wind carry
I'm so lost help me
I can't see what's in front of me
Have to say, you can't save me

Can't you see I'm running away
Let the wind carry
I'm so lost help me
I can't see what's in front of me
Have to say, you can't save me