No one to blame

Well I know everyone
that there's no need to know in this city.
I watch them all walk over one another
but we all day it so there's no one to blame.
I mastered myself.
I found out all there was to find out.
And if I didn't have bad health
I'd have none at all.
And maybe we were supposed to be somewhere else.
I don't believe in anything
that doesn't wear itself out unnaturally.
I'm falling down the stairs to the beat of second guessing.
I can pick it up halfway down on any street
and take it home with me.
I'm falling fast.
I'm low and I'm guilty.