Pencils and papers

Fake, and you'll get what you want
Just fake, I'll be stupid enough to think
That your words make belive
And you would'nt lie to a friend like me

But its easy to let me know
That your selfrighteous mind is clean
What a horrible guy I am,
to think that you'll go behind my back

But the questions still lingers inside
Its like your tryin to say goodbye
But I'm not ready to leave so tell
me whats wrong, I don't wanna be left in the

Pitty life, pitty life
Like a wound from a knife it cuts trough feelings and lies.
Go ahead, stab again
I dont care, I have lost all my hope in the meaning of life.
Play the game by the rules,
Even though they dont work in this world of liars and fakes.
Its just some phases we have to pass,
And know we know what it takes to fail.

Every second counts,
Every miniute is long enough.
I've been waiting so long for an answer to fall.

And we reached the day when it all fell apart.
And the day when the time stod all still.
I cant count any seconds from here.
And I cant see what the future is like,
I dont wanna be part of your kind.
So please let me leave and we wont be disturbed
By the means of our life

But the questions still lingers inside.
Its like your tryin to say goodbye.
But I'm not ready to leave so tell
Me whats wrong I don't wanna be left in the cold.

Pencils and papers,
Just write me a letter.
Please lie again,
Just tell me this is better.

Feelings have failed me,
I cant see whats right.
All that I want
Is some answers of why?

Pencils and papers,
Just write me a letter.
Please lie again,
Just tell me this is better.

Feelings have failed me,
I can't see whats right.
All that I want
Is some answers of why?

Arms strechted to a helping hand to get up.
Please pull me up and then never let go,
It's not that I'm sic but I think you should know