I don't trust myself (with loving you)

No, I'm not the girl
I used to be lately
See, you met me
At an interesting time

And if my past is
Any sign of your future
You should be warned
Before I let you inside

Hold on to whatever
You find, baby
Hold on to whatever
Will get you through

Hold on to whatever
You find, baby
Cause I don't trust myself
With loving you

I will beg my way
Into your garden,
I'll let myself
Out when it rains,

Just to get back
To the place where I started
So I can want you back
All over again

I don't really understand

Hold on to whatever
You find, baby
Hold on to whatever
Will get you through

Hold on to whatever
You find, baby
Cause I don't trust myself
With loving you
Cause I don't trust myself with loving you