Heavy soul

I'll love you from a distance
The path of least resistance
I'll easily dismiss it
As merely coincidence

I'll harden my heart
Refuse to fall apart
The urge to escape my protected environment

If the soul could be weighed
How heavy would yours be?

It's this pressure that keeps building
So relentless, so unyielding
Out of sight, out of mind
A luxury I know I'll find

Quite obsolete yet quite daunting
Deeply yearning but not worth wanting