Drift/the ugly side of things

No, 30 seconds I will drift
I will drift again
I see this partition
Boxed in, I've always known
You say it's all right
This mirror, this shocking sight
You say they call out as I walk away
I hear none of your words

Hoping to break this silence

I drift again
I'm still denied
It's all bled through
I realize

This reflection suits me fine
The insides are just as vile
Understand this wish I made
Invalid and profound
Tomorrow I will drift again
Somebody please throw me a line
A thousand stories in my ear
But why can't I see

Hoping to break the silence

I drift again
I'm still denied
It's all bled through
I realize

I drift again
I'm still denied
It's all bled through
I realize

My mistakes
I stay awake
Through the hours
A fucking mess
A fucking mess

My mistakes
I stay awake
Through the hours
A fucking mess

I drift again
I'm still denied
It's all bled through
I realize

I drift again
I'm still denied
It's all bled through
I realize