Too old for my tears

I didn't mind what I'd see
A kaleidoscopic view of the truth is something I don't need
I look at my hand, and I try to feel deep and alone
Then I thrust them in the sky for you
Like I'm tryna' be someone new

But oh baby
I'm down on my knees
But oh lady, would you tell me how to see
But for all I'm tryna' be
I'm too old for my tears to tell lies

With all these subway dreams, late at night
Just for you
A text from a fool, misleading darkness, so untrue
But it's hard to misuse you, now we're talking about the rain
Yes the rain
Now you look at the time
But by now that's more than fine

But oh baby
I'm down on my knees
But oh maybe, would you tell me how to see
But for all I'm tryna' be
I'm too old for my tears to tell lies