Lonely evening

Everyone is asleep, but I am awake
In bed contemplating my lastest mistake
Oh I feel so down, I feel like I'm dying
I do it at night so no one sees me crying

If you were to help me through the dark I'd take you with me
Together we'd light the way and live eternally
But it's hard to be a king without a throne

The hours I spent with you were not spent in vain
You're a self-centered bitch but I love you the same
Oh I hope that one day you'll recall my name
But I'll forget yours after smoking away half of my brain

If you were to help me through the dark I'd take you with me
Together we'd light the way and live eternally
But it's hard to be a boy without a home
And it's hard to be a savior when you're alone.