Finding my own escape

What do you want from me?
Why can you never see?
I tried my best to satisfy
I cannot find the reason why

You take me, you break my
Of everything i own
Forsake me, mistake me
It's all you've ever known

Never knew it would come down to this
Feeling lost in my own existence
Seeing blind through the eyes i have
You can never take away my soul

I can never be it all
Waking now, like before

This life is not for me