Thank you fate, but i can't accept

If you read this book of tales
Nothing will be left to say
If your words now heat my heart
Maybe there is a problem

…Cuz I can't blame you
You can't understand
(nothing will move me
I'm not gonna change my mind)
My eyes are worthless
Don't look at me now
(nothing will move me
I'm not gonna change my mind)

You'd better let me go away
You're feeling afraid
I see you're suffering
It's something that you can't realize
You're bleeding dark pain
I hear you crying

I'll find the answer
To all my regrets
(nothing will move me
I'm not gonna change my mind)
Goodnight, I'm sorry
That's all I can say
(nothing will move me
I'm not gonna change my mind)

I can't accept all you can give me
But I know that you will remind me
My promises now sound like a goodbye
(I'm not so damn special
So please just let me go away)
Your life is full of better options
My life is full of waste and regrets
You can be happier than being here
(I'm not so damn special
So please pack up, escape from here)