The beginning

I open my eyes and I am wondering
I feel so strange in my own body
My normal life is fading away
Are my hands real or am I still dreaming

Running, fleeing from a menace land
No time to think about an escape plan
Now the fear grabs for my vivid flow
So I start to freeze and scream out no!

However hard I try to hide or flee
Contradicting calls are chaining me
Just one voice that calls with certainty
Welcome to the land of insanity

You're looking so sweet as your running there
Trust me cause I'm gonna guide your way, your way
Let it go just relax and don't you care
The world I'm offering is full of joy to share

I, I want to break out
Find a way back, back to my home
You trying to flee but you got to stay

There is no time to play
Now is the day to face it all alone
Like the bullet of a fired gun
Emotions force me to hide and run
Am I part of a computer game
That tries to take control and drives me insane

Vicious words I´m hearing loud and clear
That conquers me I´ve got to interfere
Flashes of my own memory
Ahh, I realize the monster in me

Can you hear me, I'm your nurse
This potion here will lift your curse, your curse
Let it go just relax and don't you care
Feel the drug and join the dance

Still I climb to flee the rolling flood
I see me falling into toxic mud
The ground I hit is full of broken glass
Reflections torture me
I face my monster at last

I, I want to break out
Find a way back, back to my home
I cannot flee from my past
I did what I did to face it all alone