Buried alive

Shaking hands, cannot catch my breath
It’s 3am and I’m scared to death
My darkest side, has come alive

Can’t hide the hell I live in every day
You say its just a phase, I’ll be okay
What you can’t feel, must not be real

I wear my heart here on my sleeve
But you can’t see, no one sees

This is killing me, I can barely breathe
No one knows what is inside of me
Too late to fit in, don’t you dare pretend
You know what it’s like, to watch the world outside
While you’re buried alive

Six feet under still no one can hear
My cry for help falling on deaf ears
So desperate for, your attention whore

Tell me why anyone would pretend
And choose a life they would want to end
And ever feed, this anxiety

Here on the surface everything seems fine
But here beneath my skin I’m running out of time

This is killing me, I can barely breathe
No one knows what is inside of me
Too late to fit in, don’t you dare pretend
You know what it’s like, to watch the world outside
While you’re buried alive

Faceless I've been paralyzed
But I won’t be silent one more day
I've come too far to say I'm sorry
I will live, to tell my story

This is killing me, I can barely breathe
No one know, no one knows
Too late to fit in, don’t you dare pretend
You know what it’s like, to watch the world outside
While you’re buried alive

This is killing me, I can barely breathe
No one knows, no one knows me