Endeavours from my heart

With no control
My anguish is relentless
Without relevance
It neglects my striving for relief

Despite endeavours from my heart
I fail in my efforts once again

Where sadness and sorrow
Fill my tearful veins
Will a moment of clarity
And passion reign over terror?

Despite endeavours from my heart
I fail in my efforts once again

Defiant to my insolent demons
That devour my soul
I will regain my conscious
And conquer my soul and my spirit

No, oh no - it's there again!

The dusk - obscure - blinds my eyes once again
The gloom bereaves me all my joy
Dismal thoughts of death and pain
Nightmares haunt the night again
But no dreams in sight the other night
Just open eyes that can't see bright

Where sadness and sorrow
Fill my tearful veins
Will a moment of clarity
And passion reign over terror?

Despite endeavours from my heart
I fail in my efforts once again

Defiant to my insolent demons (Defiant to my insolent demons)
That devour my soul (That devour my soul)
I will regain my conscious (I will regain my conscious)
And conquer my soul and my spirit (And conquer my soul and my spirit)