Just my luck

Look at me, look at me, struggling
Bring me down, I want more of it
Is that what you hear, is it written on my face
Or is it in my eyes, 'cause I'm stuck up in this place
And I just

I don't know
Where you're leading me to go
Pulling me here, pulling me there
Can't take no more
What happened to being happy
That's what I ask myself
Over here tryna mask me
Who even is myself?

Just my luck, just my luck
What you want, what you want
Just my luck, just my
What you want from me
What you need me to be, oh

Look at me, I'm just your little character
Go 'head, play me, I'm all strings parachute
Do you dare me, double dare me to say otherwise
Well I dare me, 'cause I'm restless in your bed of lies

I don't know
Where you're leading me to go
Pulling me here, pulling me there
Can't take no more
What happened to being happy
That's what I ask myself
Over here tryna mask me
Who even is myself

Just my luck, just my luck
What you want, what you want
Just my luck, just my
What you want from me
What you need me to be, oh

Does my confidence offend you?
Cookie cutter enough for you?
Is my melanin offensive?
Do I talk more than I show you, tell me
Do I meet the standard, well?
Do I fit in the box or am I just
Too much to handle, no I'm just
Too much to stop

'Cause I won't ever let you
In the way of me and only me
Still I rise what they raised me on
I guarantee
On my mama, and my sisters, I'ma get there
I'ma win it 29 years or 15 minutes, we going up

Trust me, my love
It's just one day where it's rough
For me and for you, don't give up, oh

Just my luck, just my luck
What you want, what you want
Just my luck, just my
What you want from me
What you need me to be, yeah

Oh, are you happy with my luck
Oh, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Oh just my luck, just my luck
What you want, what you want
Just my luck, just my
What you want from me
What you need me to be, yeah