Mental tormoil

Inner conflict
Me against my thoughts
I fought and lost

Chaos reigns
My mind is under siege
Nowhere is safe
Inside of me
- my worst enemy

Stuck in a mental trap
I lost control

My raging thoughts
Hate and despise me
Nothing in me
Wants me alive

I'd give all my blood
For a moment of peace

Staring at my reflection
An image i don't recognise
I'm a stranger to myself

Open my eyes
- tell me who i am
Tear me open
- show me what's inside
Is there anything left
Of what was me?