Suicidal somnium

alone in a darkened room, in a deathlike trance
anticipation of suicide, one final farewell
the cold blade touches my skin
sweat drips from my brow
one slash, one more time
through never, this empty night - tonight

twil be my last goodbye, and now i finally die
lived my life in regret, lived life in pain, and now it's no more

where did the happiness go, was it ever there?
how did i ever last? here's my last word
banished those who said they were friends
your colours finally surfaced
no you'll never have the pleasure
of killing my soul - never

this is my last goodbye, so here i die
lived my life in regret, lived life in pain, and now it's no more

one last goodbye, so here i die
lived my life in regret, lived life in pain, for now i'm dead