Nervous wreck

You think you could die your hair cause
You were never as see-through as I would like
I thought I could trust my head
But I was only eighteen at the time
If you could make your bed
And cover up the imprint of his spine
Wash your sheets at the laundromat
It seems like you're going there all the time

You made your bed, now sleep in it
You made your bed, now sleep in it

Now I can't keep my eyes shut, since we gave all of this up
I hope I don't remember in the morning
I'll dream like I don't regret
But I just can't forgive and forget you
And I hope I don't remember in
I hope I don't remember in the morning

I shouldn't have let you back in
Gave you another chance to change my face
I pretended you were here
But you were off with him filling your empty space
My head filled all the hallways with watercolour
Pictures of you leaving
But I remember wearing headphones
Lying in bed trying to drown out the sound of your heavy

And honestly, I never expected much more than you gave
I never expected much more than the days I wasted on you
And honestly, I lie there at night
And I think of your face, I hate myself
I'm a fucking disgrace because I can't let you go