Prevent the cure

I'm so sick of the sickness
Everything just makes me think
I wish I could say you were
Nothing to me nothing anymore
I guess I like this hate
Just how the hate likes me
But the harder that I try
Just helps the fear that's
Hiding deep inside of me

But now I feel you calling out
I wish that I could
Understand why you want to
(And now) I feel you calling out
I wish that I could understand
Why you want to?!?!

You're the forgotten reminding me
You're the one that never sees
I'm the one step forward
You're the two steps back
You'll never be a part of me

But now I feel you calling out
I wish that I could
Understand why you want to
(And now) I feel you calling out
I wish that I could understand
Why you want to?!?!

So sick of the sickness
C'os it breaks me down
Me down
You hide in the shadows
Disillusioned
Never speak my name

It's hiding deep inside of me
You'll never be a part of me

But now I feel you calling out
I wish that I could
Understand why you want to
But now I feel you calling out
I wish that I could
Understand why you want to
(And now) I feel you calling out
I wish that I could understand
Why you want to?!?!