Fucking suicide

My fucking world is a suicide.
Not going up i'm going straight down.
I take my best friend and put him in my mouth.
A friend of steel that never lies.

Are you willing to die, get ready to die.
Oh no!

My fucking life ain't so fucking nice.
Makes hell a paradise.
But you would never know.
If you knew you would never show it to me.

I crawl in the dirt again.
With my best friend.
The taste of steel makes me feel.
Makes me cry again.

My fucking life was a suicide.
There ain't no doubt i wanna die.
So i say farewell to nothingness.
That was my so called life.

I crawl in the dirt again.
I crawl in the dirt again.
I'm back in this shit again.
I got to put things together.
I'm back in the dirt again.
I crawl in the dirt again.
I'm back in the