Colored ghost

I lie awake, I'm fast asleep
I choke on air so I can breathe
I'm running slow, I feel so fast
I fall behind and you get passed
The darkest hour brightens my day
Look close enough, I'll fade away
I play with fire and you get burned
A lesson that you should have learned

I stay young while you get old
I think my silver shines like gold
I fill my mind with dirty thoughts
Only dirty if I get caught
I feel full, my head feels light
It's best to taste before you bite
This winter here is nice and warm
I left and barley missed the storm

It's a secret everyone knows
Try to hide it, everything still shows
And my eyes gave away the most
My disguise…colored ghost

If you wait your time will come
As soon as snow will melt the sun
You're in the air, feet on the grip
The trick looks best before you slip
Jump off the edge you stare in deep
With your arms wrapped around your knees
With both eyes shut you realize
A color you don't recognize

It's a secret everyone knows
Try to hide it, everything still shows
And your eyes gave away the most
Your disguise…colored ghost