Vanished memories

I see my life have been full of mistake and badness
I feel the weight of my action is pulling me down
But now, I'm trying to harvest the pieces of my broken life
And I, I know that what I did can't be forgiven
I am alone and
I cannot erase my past
My faults, my blindness, my selfishness
And I know I make you bad
But know I give you my hand
Trying to show you
I see my life have been full of mistake and badness
I feel the weight of my action is pulling me down
And I know I can't go back
My cravenness round my neck
I will always be the same