Lost equilibrium

Executioners and tortures run after my body
They reach me and wrap me like a baby in a shell
Guide me out, please, lead me free
Darkness and depression rape my true self
Piece by piece my memories come into sight
I wander in wasteland and cannot stay anywhere
And i wonder how long it lasts this way i've been
Sent, no one sees these contacts which exhaustingly are
Gnawing, blames throw me from equilibrium but truth is forbidden