Last christmas

Today will probably become the last day.
I'll have to go back to the start.
Today will probably become the last day.
But I won't be able to endure it.

I didn't know when I first met her,
that she would fix even my bad habits
one by one and change me.

Now its a time where I can be by myself.
I swear that I can do well without her,
but the memories that we had until now
become the tears in my eyes.

Since the beginning there was nothing
that I could do for her.
Until now she's been by herself and
has never been happy once.
So I wanted to protect that happiness.

The only present I have left is her picture.
Even if she's not in this world, it doesn't change.
Because that was so sad, I cried.
That girl was my all.

From the beginning I'll have to start everything over.
Now I won't be able to have a love like that again.
I don't think I can be in a world without her.
But I know that I'll have to bear it, but
the memories we had are holding me back.
I can't forget a girl like that...
She will be like me too..