Letter to the lost

It's been a little while now since I last saw your face,
And I'm hoping that in the death that you have found a better place.
I still think about your childhood and the future you did waste.
I guess you felt you don't belong here and that haunts me every day.

And I know that I get lonely when I think about your smile,
And there's moments when I know I could have helped or should have tried,
And I'm sorry I get angry when I know what you have lost,
You're not alone.

I just wish you could have told us you had got to go,
There's so many things unanswered,
So many things I wish I'd known.
And I know where you belong and it's not here upon this earth,
I just wish you could have told me and not given me this curse.

And I know that I get lonely when I think about your smile,
And there's moments when I know I could have helped or should have tried,
And I'm sorry I get angry when I know what you have lost,
But now you're home.

And I'm sorry I get angry when I know what you have lost,
But this fear that builds inside came at a cost.

'Cos now you're home.
And now you're home.