I want to commit suicide

I have only one last wish before my time comes to an end. something i have craved for far too long: to ease my hunger. i want to commit murder! knowing you exist makes me sick. i want to tie you down. i want to carve you. i want to see the image of death through your teary, blank eyes. i want to commit murder! my mind screams to me like a black metal record in dissonant accord. my mind sings to me murder songs, into passionate frenzy. i want to dig your grave. i want to collect your shadow. i want to terminate your body. i want to commit murder!