Morning better

So am I awake, or has this feeling overtaken my own head
Is it all a dream, or am I back where it matters once again
It's been a long time, I've been pushed, to the ends, of what I've been searching for
I've taken liberties with serenity, closing almost every door

This road has turned me into a vegabond by trade
But all the nights we ever spent, don't ever think I'd trade away
While I'm there, I'm so scared, that you're changing your mind
But you're here, with me, as I drift, to sleep this time
And as I wipe away the sleep from my life.

It's over, as the morning comes and I'm still here, yeah
I can feel you, in a morning better
It's all changed, is it just a dream, don't take it away, no
I need you, for a morning better

Am I lost, or am I alone again
When a phone call home, is the best, that I'm worth to you again
I wanna be there, I get scared, because you barely even see my face
Selling out, to world that could really give a damn either way

Each nights a purgatory that I have to live alone
Cause no one else could ever understand what its like to miss back home
Yeah I'm alone in a million ways, but I see you every night
When I say, that line, in the song that makes me cry
Then I wipe away my eyes, and...

I sense you're losing hope
But I'm never far away, and I'm coming home

Woke up in some town alone again
I think as your voice fades, "Does this cycle ever end?"

Oh, this pain, long gone and I'm to blame
Someday, there's a morning better

I see you... So far away...