Liquid heart

Born in the womb of utter doubt
Do you believe it?
Taking the easy way out
Escape with the undertow

Nobody knows how I feel
Do you believe it?
Died in the arms of ideals
Sick of the sidelines and watching where I'd go.
Where to go. Way to go.

Been awake and I'm taking initiative!
Innovation, I'm changing- risking to live.
I've got the will, you've got the way, decide to start.
Innovation is changing my liquid heart.

Falling asleep behind the wheel,
Do you believe it?
Now I'm awake and now I feel sick of the undertow.
Hate to get hurt or get it wrong.
Pains a reliever.
I try to control what I don't own.
Fear of rejections elections have to go.
They have to go. I gotta go.

I'll take the number 1 to be a model son,
Screw being number 2. You need it? I'll be it.
Out numbered 3 in lies. 4 love I compromise.
Afraid the 5 will say goodbye.
How about the number 6? He's taking safer kicks.
No confrontation needed. He's even. Avoid it.
Not moving until I know. All 7 days alone.
8 every lie the 9 supplied- he said I'd never be a 10.

Face the risk to live.