Rage & hate my destiny

1)
Inside my heart - waking up
Upcoming dreams - linger on
Breathtaking thoughts - cannot let go
Cutting a nerve - washes away
A closet of pain - leaving alone
Poem of hate - opening out

Brdg)
Won´t you stop me bleeding?
Can't I help myself?
Can't I help myself
- I need a place to rest and hide
Won't you stop me bleeding?
Can't I help myself?
Can't I help myself
- my deepest fear's alone inside

Ref)
Where am I and who is me?
Where's the fuckin' place I need to be?
When did I lose my dignity?
Rage and hate my destiny.

2)
Poem of hate - opening out
Turning my head - messing up
Mastery waste - moves on
Multiple choice - coming along
Decision's lost - pulling me down
Inside my heart - no waking up