Catty girl's rant

There was a point in my life when i'd say
You could drown in a sea of sludge
And it would be ok
Now it's possible i took it all a bit too far
And my empathetic blood is pumping
"can't we all just get along?"
This shameful realization of my many, many flaws
Pushes me to start anew and be the better guy
But if you see me passing by
Please don't stop and say hi
'cause i hate you just as much as before