Being dead sounds magnificent (bdsm)

Dr. Mario
Could you write me a script for something sweet?
I haven't been able to sleep in three whole weeks
I claw my eyes out as my woes being to speak
Crack my damned head open shove the camera in for a peek

Oh Dr. Mario
Are my vitals looking fine?
Could you explain the scars on my arms and legs or my lust to die?

Oh Dr. Mario
Oh Dr. Mario

What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with me?
What's so goddamn wrong with me?

Now Dr. Mario
You should know that this is nothing new
I've always been this confused with no idea what to do
Tried to blow my brains out but nothing seems to work
Honestly, I'm just looking for something to manage all my hurt

"Then," says Dr. Mario
"Self-medication is the key
Sell your things and lost contact with your friends and family
And then dope the pain out"

Dr. Mario
What's wrong with me?
I'm going crazy

Fucking kill me