Wide awake and dead

Bad luck seems to follow me, cruel words choke the air I breathe
Can't stand to even look at me, father listen to me
Closed your ears to the things I say, closed your eyes to the child in pain
One day I'm gonna blow you away, mother listen to me

Show the scars that you cannot see
Can't hold the pain locked inside of me

Closed my eyes, buried me alive, wide awake and dead
Burned my soul from the life I'll never know
I'm wide awake and dead

Crucify me for the words I speak
Close your eyes and pray your soul to keep
Don't know how you can even sleep
When the sky is falling down
Let your conscience is darkened wing
Forgotten child and it's suffering
Deceit is quit, but the truth can sing
Mother listen to me

Sow the things that you can't reap
Can't hide the things you did to me