Fluctuating mood

For you it seems like I'm on the sunny side if life
But you can't see these thick scars inside
So I'll start drinking tonight.

Red wine rescues me
It's my ecstacy
A new reality
And
I can't control this
I can't describe it
It's unpredictable
My fluctuating mood

But I don't drink alone
There is a person
Who understands my harm
We feel the same damn shit
So I share my liquer with
Si share my pain with
Someone who tastes like me
A soulmate
A soulmate

Fluctuating mood
For you it seems my life is so fine
But I start to drink all the time

Poison covers me
Filled with broken glass
And I bleed desperately
And
I can't conquer this
I can't find my blues
It's unpredictable
A fluctuating mood

But I don't drink alone
There is a person
Who understands my harm
We feel the same damn shit
So I share my liquer with
Si share my pain with
Someone who tastes like me
A soulmate
A soulmate

You taste like stability
I wanna taste you
So in this inconstancy
I won't replace you
For ne you're unique
It's hard to find something real
In this humanity

But I don't drink alone
There is a person
Who understands my harm
We feel the same damn shit
So I share my liquor with
Si share my pain with
Someone who tastes like me
A soulmate
A soulmate