No death

It's a waste of life wishing death
Obliviating is regret
Rainbird retrogressoring
Idle hands, endlessly wring
Lash the wheel captain destiny
This damned ship keeps on sailing
Nostalgia for infinity
The abyss looks longingly in me

I'm only free from thinking when I am asleep
The things I drink, the drugs I do
The only way to keep my thoughts from you
An oasis in hell I try to find
A troubled cure for my troubled mind

Sleep inside the bed you made
Waste away in what, if?-time
Enemy behind the lines in your mind
Turning inward question
The pool reflecting
I'm not afraid to kill you
Because there is no death