Cursed existence

Cursed since the day i was born
Doomed to live an isolated life
Far away from your sheltered existence
Only left to weep and mourn

Desolated, cold inside
As depressive thoughts run into my mind
Taking over...slowly building
As i think of the ultimate sacrifice

Neverending desolation
Drowning in solitary light
Shadows are slowly forming
over this bleak and gloomy night

Eternal misery and sorrow
Total emptiness lays inside
Every new day is just another reflection
of what the future holds in store for us