Since i lost you

I'm so tired of missing you
And knowing there is no one
That could love you like i do
He couldn't possibly notice
All the details
That make you so beautiful
I know your hurting yourself
I know he often hurts you too
You feel you have nothing
Don't think you know that i feel that way too
Ever since i lost you
Ever since i lost you
The truth is all i've been drinking
Almost ever night this week
And you called me last night crying
The ship will shake