Only one

I wake up to find
One more last try
Paper promises
Sealed with saddened lips
If I'll be there
You'll be waiting for me
Best to refuse you
Than just confuse you
Heart beating half time
Faint like it's not mine
The doctor said, "it sounds normal to me"

I have to believe
That you're not the only one
In spite of the words you use to prove
I just want to trust myself the way I trusted you
Then I could promise that I'll never say goodbye

Intended whispers
Used to cover
Mindful musings
That we choose to dance around
With baited heat
It gets harder to see

I have to believe
That you're not the only one
In spite of the words you use to prove
I just want to trust myself the way I trusted you
Then I could promise that I'll never say goodbye

If you knew me then
The way you say you know me now
We could have been
Only what you read about
Our black turns grey
As we move around this unfamiliar space

I have to believe
That you're not the only one
In spite of the words you use to prove
I just want to trust myself the way I trusted you
Then I could promise that I'll never say goodbye
**Chorus counter melody
And if you recover
Say I'm the only one
Don't ever discover I'm not the only one
And if you recover, don't ever discover
And if you recover, say I'm the only one