I'm not man enough

I'm man enough to wear a smile each time you come around
And I can make my voice talk to the new love that you've found
I'm man enough to live and never show a shade of blue
But I'm not man enough to make my heart stop loving you
I'm man enough to make my lips enjoy the taste of wine
And I can make me drink it until it's on my mind
I'm man enough to make my friends believe I'm glad we're through
But I'm not man enough to make my heart stop loving you
And though we're apart you're still inside my heart
Your love won't go away it hurts me more and more each day
I'm man enough to wait till I'll get home before I leave
And I can make my hands reach for the pills that make me sleep
If only I was man anough to reach for someone new
But I'm not man enough to make my heart stop loving you
Oh but I'm not man enough to make my heart stop loving you