Red curtains

I know that its over its come to an end
And i cant reply to the words that you send
I know that youll never go back to work
But deep in the answers of life do you lurk
I cant forget the red curtains you hung
I cant even taste the wine on my tongue
I realize your supper is just getting cold
With no chance to be dignified and old
You whose laughter i still hear
You whose tears i still feel
You whose hair i still touch
If only in my heart