The forked tongue

My life stands strong
while yours must end pissing into the wind

I've spent so long wondering,
yet who really gives a fuck what your doing
so many times I became lost in your existence
but I now know of your dangerous game

you wanted something from me, I know now what that was
I wanted nothing from you but your respect
I needed you to understand, in turn you were still more important,
more important to me, I can't judge what you see
That's why I wonder, Wonder what went wrong

you couldn't give a fuck,
about what matters to me most
a forked tongue, a life of jealousy.

spread your legs one more time,
see if i truly will flinch.
twice i was shaken, i became more me

you will never touch or understand what that is
how good does it feel to have shaken those feelings,
if they ever come back, shoot me then fucking bury me
that's why i cannot live around you, you will never understand
A lifetime I would have waited, but you left it to late.

maybe things could have been different, without my suffocation
i doubt very much that it could be true.
as glad as i stand now, i have learned so much
about all your games and your fucking lies
you had filled my head so full of shit
Forgotten and laid to rest
it is time to cut you off.