Shattered dreams and broken hearts

I'm still waiting for the air and it seems so long ago.
When all I need is one deep breath,
and one word,that's so I know.
I'm still thinking of those times when the day
didn't seem to end.
..and lately when I close my eyes..
Hello darkness, my old friend.
Shattered dreams and broken hearts cannot
be stuck together.
..haunted visions from the start..
and I'll take them with me.
On and on, and on forever, one word
I have to say but I can't speak a single letter.
One word is everything.
I try not to think you're gone forever.
I'd do anything to be with you, anything.
I'm still visiting despair, an old friend I never knew.
He has shown me what it's like to lose.
Every dream, every day..only in gray.
Every day I see your face, but only in gray,
and you're not there.
I'm still waiting for the air, anything to have
an interlude from the pain and never would those
letters end up meaning everything, everything to me.
..one word, but I can't speak, no, it's everything to me.