Black earth

The needles that pierce my veins
Are drowning my world in flames
I pray for this to stop but they burn, they burn
No holy book, no plea's to the sky
Will subside the fiending inside my mind

I don't think that I'm ready to die yet
But I'm so close I can barely stand
My reflection shows a demon
In me but I just want this to stop now
Can you hear me? I just want this to stop now

I'm helpless when my heart is heavy
When there is nothing else
To tell me I am worth the effort to save myself
Amidst the chaos in this sea of flames
My eyes turn from this black earth

Everyone I know is looking down
Their eyes filled with shame
And everything I need is right in front of me but I just need to see
The water that I sink in could be the same I walk on
The truth is I'm still learning wrong from right

They burn my world, I can taste defeat
But I will make sure the earth sees
One day that I'll be free from this sea of flames
Black earth, I turn my eyes to see
A new world where I can find peace